Easter 2 A + Breathe in me + 4.19.20
(Deep Breath, Melanie Weidner) |
M. Campbell-Langdell
All Santos, Oxnard
(Ps. 16; 1 Peter 1:3–9; St John
20:19–31)
Jesus said: "Peace be with you. As the Father has sent
me, so I send you." When he had said this, he breathed on them and said to
them, "Receive the Holy Spirit.”
Reading this passage this week, I was drawn to the breath
imagery. I remembered reading a couple of years back a book by Richard Rohr
that discussed how our very breath – the act of breathing in and out- can be a
powerful reminder that each breath we take is the Holy Spirit breathing life
into us and inviting us into life.[1]
And yet the breath imagery brought tears to my eyes as I
thought of those across the world who struggle to breathe right now due to
COVID-19. Breathe on us, Breath of God.
And my prayer became, for those struggling to breathe: peace.
And for those of us who can breathe freely, that we can rejoice.
But it has been hard. This is a time of great anxiety for
many. Our breathing may feel restricted even if we are not sick. And we know
that even the air we breathe might be contaminated. Social scientist Dr. Laurie
Santos of Yale has a podcast called “The Happiness Lab” and she did a special
broadcast on wellness during COVID-19.[2]
She mentioned that the threat of COVID-19 is the equivalent to our brains of
encountering a tiger that wants to eat us in the wild. We are in fight or
flight mode, only we can’t stay that way for weeks and months on end. It isn’t
healthy. So she encouraged us to find ways to stop and take deep breaths and
other ways to be mindful during this time. Just brief amounts of meditation,
prayer or breathing can calm our nervous system down and let us know that we
are not about to be eaten. And we invite God to be present in the air we
breathe, trusting God is breathing in and through us.
I think in light of this it is amazing that Jesus breathes
peace on his disciples and reminds them of the Holy Spirit in them in today’s
gospel passage. He is modeling how we must invite God’s breath into our lives,
perhaps especially when we are in locked rooms full of fear and anxiety. Jesus
knows what we need, and is right there with us with the peace we need.
You might listen to the 1st Peter passage for today and think
– yes we are suffering through trials, but is it true that God is just testing
our faithfulness? I think rather than how we understand testing, the epistle
writer is talking about us showing our faith by our actions. This is an
invitation into a more resilient way of being. How can we pause during the day
to lift others up in prayer and take some time to pray and meditate
ourselves? How can we remember that the
God who loved us into being will love us through this time also?
A commentator on this 1st Peter passage introduced me to a
gospel song, the words of which I liked very much. It is called “I Know Who
Holds Tomorrow,” and part of the song goes like this:
I don’t know about tomorrow, I just live for day to day;
I don’t borrow from the sunshine, For its skies may turn to gray.
I don’t worry o’er the future, For I know what Jesus said;
And today I’ll walk beside Him, For He knows what lies ahead.
Many things about tomorrow, I don't seem to understand;
But I know who holds tomorrow, And I know who holds my hand.[3]
I don’t borrow from the sunshine, For its skies may turn to gray.
I don’t worry o’er the future, For I know what Jesus said;
And today I’ll walk beside Him, For He knows what lies ahead.
Many things about tomorrow, I don't seem to understand;
But I know who holds tomorrow, And I know who holds my hand.[3]
None of us knows about tomorrow. But we know who holds our
hand. We know that that same Savior is in each sick room, holding each hand
right now. And that he is in each locked room with us, breathing Peace into us.
Inviting the Holy Spirit into our life to guide us through this time and to
something better.
Amen.
[1] Richard
Rohr, The Divine Dance: The Trinity and
Your Transformation, Audiobook, 2017.
[2]
Laurie Santos, “Coronavirus BONUS: Laurie’s Personal Tips,” The Happiness Lab
Podcast, April 8, 2020.
[3] Ira
F. Stanphill, “I Know Who Holds Tomorrow,” lyrics © Warner Chappell Music,
Inc., Capitol Christian Music Group.
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