Pentecost A + 5.31.20
M.
Campbell-Langdell
All
Santos, Oxnard
“Out
of the believer’s heart shall flow rivers of living water.”
Days like Pentecost Sunday are really good for the heart during a
pandemic.
Because they remind us that we are not alone doing this.
That we have the Holy Spirit with us, accompanying us and urging us
toward success and thriving. Toward healing and wholeness.
On Thursday the clergy of the diocese of Los Angeles heard from a
representative of Episcopal Relief and Development, Lura Steele. She
told us of the life cycle of a disaster. A disaster begins with a dip
and a scare, and then we see people respond (hopefully) heroically,
and we feel community cohesion. And then we gradually sink lower as
the reality sets in that there is a lot of work to do (and frankly
staying at home is less of a novelty after a while) and eventually we
balance and begin to rebuild, and it may never again be exactly what
we had before, but we build a new “normal.” Forgive me, I
understand that is a problematic term, but that is the way ERD termed
it.
Steele reminded us that it is OK if we have “COVID-19 brain” from time to time and lose track of details or feel more emotionally unsettled. Just this week I found I could not watch my friends' grief over what happened to George Floyd and I literally had to go focus on something else for a moment before I could figure out how to responsibly respond to his death. I eventually realized that what I could do was reach out to our police chief and ask him to speak on behalf of what Oxnard PD is doing to prevent such tragedies. But for a moment, my brain just wouldn't work. I was on emotional overload. And I just needed to take a moment. And not feel bad about taking care of myself.
Steele reminded us that it is OK if we have “COVID-19 brain” from time to time and lose track of details or feel more emotionally unsettled. Just this week I found I could not watch my friends' grief over what happened to George Floyd and I literally had to go focus on something else for a moment before I could figure out how to responsibly respond to his death. I eventually realized that what I could do was reach out to our police chief and ask him to speak on behalf of what Oxnard PD is doing to prevent such tragedies. But for a moment, my brain just wouldn't work. I was on emotional overload. And I just needed to take a moment. And not feel bad about taking care of myself.
Today is the birthday of the church, and we remember that on this
day, the Spirit touched down, not just on those precious disciples in
the upper room, but also on all those gathered around. They
understood each other! And we who have had so many “Babel”
moments on Zoom may have also experienced this recently, the joy in
simply being understood. Or in understanding beyond difference. This
week we participated with the Latino Ministry group in a short
Pentecost message you can see embedded in our Spanish service. And
instead of having the Acts passage translated into different European
and Asian languages as is oft our wont at All Santos, this group
translated it into Spanish, Portuguese and Native Mexican languages.
One of our congregants translated a short passage in Mixteco for me
on audio. He apologized in Spanish at the end, but to me it was
perfect! I know I wouldn't know the difference, but there was so much
beauty in just hearing the scripture in another language.
On this day, we as Christians come together all over the world, and
we are joined in the Spirit, and we rejoice in that Spirit not
because of our actions but because it is the Spirit's will that we
should be joined.
In the Spanish service this week, we sing “Envía
tu Espiritu” or “send your Spirit.” And we sing that in the
sending of the Spirit, the earth will be renewed. I hold that image
close to my heart as I see our earth in the grip of this pandemic.
I truly believe that it is the Spirit's will that we be healed at this time. I imagine the Spirit hovering over the earth and gently, gently touching each head and each home with healing power today. This healing may take time to work on the virus. But I trust that God is more than capable of healing us. And in the meantime, I pray and trust that God is using this time to heal us in all the other ways that we need healing – racially, emotionally, spiritually and ecologically. May the miracle that birthed the church so many years ago remind us that sometimes we will understand each other across difference, and we will find that we are healed, and one family across all of our differences. Amen.
I truly believe that it is the Spirit's will that we be healed at this time. I imagine the Spirit hovering over the earth and gently, gently touching each head and each home with healing power today. This healing may take time to work on the virus. But I trust that God is more than capable of healing us. And in the meantime, I pray and trust that God is using this time to heal us in all the other ways that we need healing – racially, emotionally, spiritually and ecologically. May the miracle that birthed the church so many years ago remind us that sometimes we will understand each other across difference, and we will find that we are healed, and one family across all of our differences. Amen.
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