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We are God’s Prayer for the World
Day of Pentecost, 2024
St Paul’s Emmanuel, Santa Paula and
All Santos, Oxnard
The Revs. Alene and Melissa Campbell-Langdell
Happy Feast of Pentecost! Today, the early historian known as Luke
takes us back to the Upper Room. We’ve
been here before in the story. We
watched as Jesus joined his disciples for a somber meal. As they ate together, Jesus said goodbye, and
told his disciples to hold on to this ritual of bread and wine as a way of
remembering him. Emotions ran high that
day. One disciple left to betray Jesus,
another promised never to deny him and then did so a few hours later.
In
the following week, the Upper Room continues to figure prominently in the story
as the disciples gather there in fear.
We are told the doors are locked out of fear. The room is haunted by ghosts of the past:
denial, failure, grief. When Jesus shows
up in their midst, he first has to reassure the disciples that he is not simply
another ghost, another hallucination born out of their collective trauma. And so, he breaks bread and eats fish and in
so doing proves that he is really, truly present (breathing, eating,
living).
As
we join the disciples in the Upper Room this week, there is a decided shift in
the room. For one thing, it is crowded!
No longer just the close circle of twelve, the room is crowded with some
120 people all waiting there together.
The Feast of Pentecost is a bit like Thanksgiving, so as much of the
family as could make it has come together.
The air is filled with joy and laughter as people catch up with each
other. The smell of cooking mingles with
other bodily scents in a not entirely unpleasant way because this is family,
and there is comfort in knowing that those we love are close by. As the day itself approaches, I imagine that
some of the talk settles down into quieter murmurs as people grow accustomed to
simply being together. A few of the kids
begin to get antsy and find ways to stir things up as only kids can. But above those bursts of noise, there is a
stillness of anticipation. Something is
coming.
Before I visited Jerusalem and saw one
of the places which is believed to have been the Upper Room, I kind of
imagined, based on the Pentecost story, a room overlooking some kind of large
plaza. Perhaps a bit more like St
Peter’s square in Rome than a dusty, twisting, narrow street with buildings all
around. So instead of a square filled
with people intently looking up at a carefully set stage, imagine with me
instead this crowd of people hanging out of windows up and down the
street. The street below Peter’s window
is standing room only as the crowd fills the space and cranes their necks to
see what is going on. Others have
climbed up to the roofs of neighboring houses and are hanging dangerously close
to the edge in order to listen. The sky is
blue and the sun is warm--explaining why the sound of wind was so startling and
brought everyone out from their respective celebrations trying to see and
hear. Suddenly, all of these travelers
hear a voice speaking to them in the language of their new homes far away from
this ancestral home to which they’ve traveled.
They have come to this place to celebrate and honor the God of their
ancestors and are being met by a God who honors who they are and the people
they have become.
On a day like Pentecost, we see so
much renewal. We see the church being formed even as it builds upon the edifice
of ancient Judaism. We see people hearing and understanding each other in such
a way that community can be built, a spiritual gift we continue to need in
diverse Southern California. We see so much renewal, in fact, that I think we
might be tempted to rush entirely to the new life aspect- the founding of a new
church, a new understanding of each other. But it is helpful for us to remember
that God is in the business of renewal of what is- honoring who we are as well
as what we are becoming. God doesn’t
take us out of the pain of our lives and instead transforms it. In a recent On Being episode, Krista Tippett
talked with children’s author, Kate DiCamillo, about how the best children’s
books don’t deny or ignore the pain of our lives, they “make pain
bearable.” As Tippett says: “In her
writing, it is Kate DiCamillo’s gift to make bearable the fact that joy and
sorrow live so close, side by side, in life as it is — if not as we wish it to
be.”[1]
And just as with DiCamillo’s writing, resurrection doesn’t
erase the pain and trauma the disciples have experienced. Yet, when we get to Pentecost, the fear has
been transformed into something new. Earlier, the disciples were in a locked
room, afraid. Now they are bursting with flames of joy, mutual understanding
abounds. But they had to go through the fear to get to the renewal.
In John 15, as Jesus prepares the
disciples for his death, he also prepares for the renewal that will come
afterwards. Jesus said to his disciples,
“When the Advocate comes, whom I will send to you from the Father, the Spirit
of truth who comes from the Father, he will testify on my behalf. You also are
to testify because you have been with me from the beginning (John 15:26-27).” After
the pain and the fear, the disciples will be given a new job. Jesus
makes it sound so simple: the disciples are to share what they’ve seen. The
Spirit will do the work of proving what is true. It is the Spirit who will make of our lives,
pain and all, something that tells the world about God. We just have to be willing
to bear witness. To the pain, to the joy, and to how God has remained faithful.
In all of it.
The Apostle Paul, writing to the
Romans, writes of a hope that is grounded in a past that has yet to be fully
realized (Romans 8:24-25). Paul invites
us to see the pain of the world from a lens of creation and resurrection. No matter how bad it looks. The end is not death. There is no need to hide away in a locked
room. Why? Because the Spirit has come! The God who knows our language, who honors
every part of who we are, has chosen to love this world through us. And here’s the craziest part, we don’t even
have to know what we’re doing! We
stumble along trying to figure out what to say, how to reach out to community, or
even how to pray for a world that is so broken and so beautiful all at
once. And like a wind out of nowhere, a
fire that burns inside us, a counselor who shows up when we have no idea what
to do, or the miracle of new life when all seemed lost, the Spirit comes.
The Spirit comes into our everyday,
stumbling around attempts to be God’s people in the world and makes us
something new. God’s Spirit prays
through us bringing healing and wholeness into the lives of our neighbors, and
“renewing the face of the earth.” And, in that moment, we are also
transformed. As the Spirit prays through
us, we become God’s prayer of love for the world. Amen.
[1]
Krista Tippett, “On Being: Kate Di Camillo: On Nurturing Capacious Hearts,” May
9. 2024 (from March 17, 2022), Kate
DiCamillo — On Nurturing Capacious Hearts | The On Being Project.
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